Me vs Assholes

There is no difference between men and women, we all live on the same planet and we all breath in the same air. I absolutely do not think that men are any better than women, we are equal. And still, every now and then I hear inappropriate jokes, or even comments that are made because people actually mean it.

For example, two days ago I was in one of my french lessons (You have to know that I am the only girl in my french class, and that my school originally is a boysschool. I went to the same school last year but got taught by a different teacher) we were translating a long text with our teacher. My teacher asked me if I knew one of the words that was in the text, I didn't knew the word and he told me that it was stuff from last year and that I should have known it. One of the boys made a comment on this and said: "Pff, she doesn't know it because she is a girl". The teacher (a male) just looked at him and hardly did or said anything. I could have done several things. I could have started a discussion with him, I could of got angry at him and started yelling, but at that point I was so angry that I only thought of two things; either getting up and leaving the classroom or wait on what else he had to say. The teacher then asked him if he knew the answer to the question, which he didn't.

I didn't knew the answer not because I am a girl, I just never came across that word, he didn't knew it either, and he did came across it. Doesn't that prove that women are better than men? No it doesn't, because you know what, I am better than that guy, not because I am a girl but because at least I don't make rude comments, and I have seen a lot more of the world than he has.

And also, my personality grows every single day, because of those assholes out there. Every time they do anything inappropriate I grow a little, my knowledge grows and before they know it I'm ahead of them. They are laughing now, give me some years, and I'll be the one laughing my butt off





The lights go out all around me
One last candle to keep out the night
And then the darkness surrounds me
I know I'm alive
But I feel like I died
And all that's left is to accept that it's over
My dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made
I try to keep warm but I just grow colder
I feel like I'm slipping away

After all this has passed
I still will remain
After I've cried my last
There'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today
Someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

My whole world is the pain inside me
The best I can do is just get through the day
When life before is only a memory
I wonder why God lets me walk through this place
And though I can't understand why this happened
I know that I will when I look back someday
And see how you've brought beauty from ashes
And made me as gold purified through these flames

After all this has passed
I still will remain
After I've cried my last
There'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today
Someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

Here I am at the end of me
Trying to hold to what I can't see
I forgot how to hope
This night's been so long
I cling to your promise
There will be a dawn

After all this has passed
I still will remain
After I've cried my last
There'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today
Someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain