I stopped counting calories. I know exactly what I can eat and what I shouldn't be touching. As long as I keep going like this it should be fine. At the moment my intake is inbetween the 1500-2000 calories. Just what I need. I'm feeling happy and healthy and I don't want to restrict myself to anything. I just need to eat healthy and keep that going instead of not eating enough. I will loose weight eventually if I keep on walking to work experience, exercising every now and stay away from bad snacks. It'll go slow but I won't restrict myself to a so called 'crash' diet.
Happy:
I know I shouldn't have done this but I got on the weighing scale this morning. I gained some weight. Of course it is all muscle seeing as I don't snack anymore (besides last weekend ha!). It was disapointing but I got to loose weight in little steps. Also when I started I measured my waist; 88 cm. The waist of a healthy woman needs to be under 80 cm. I measured myself again this morning; 79 cm! So even though I have gained weight, my body is getting into shape.
Happy:
Another thing I am proud of is that I have done a good deed today, which has got nothing to do with me loosing weight at all. When I walk to work experience I pass this guy every single morning playing the accordion. He plays it very well and frankly, he lightens up my day. So when I went to my grandparents place yesterday, I left with money (as old people do, when you visit you'll leave feeling full and fat because of the food and your pockets are filled with money as well). I decided that I would give a tenner to this guy. I wrote a little note as well, thanking him for what he is doing. I put everyting in an envelope and I'd put it in his bag when I walked by this morning. Seeing as I'm going on a holiday tomorrow for over a week I won't be walking past him for a while. I wonder how he will react the first time he sees me again.
Bad:
So that brings me to the next subject, I won't be able to weigh myself until I get back from my holiday. We're going skiing with the family so as long as I'm not eating to much I should be loosing weight. We'll see what happens. I'm afraid it will be a little bit of a weird holiday. My uncle (equivalent to my father) has been fired last week. Even though he just got his job. It's not that he is not doing his job well. You see, the company asked him to become a part of the family to improve the structure in the company. It was very promising and they literally begged him to become a part. He quit his other job, which he had a good contract for and started about 6-7 maybe 8 months ago at Microsoft in the Netherlands. Besides the fact that it was really hard for him to step in properly, because there are so many things that needed improvement, he had been placed into a more ICT branch of the company; which he had no experience with. They didn't improve other things within the company, which in turn started clashing with what my uncle was been hired for. So last week he was been told that they didn't need him afterall because they weren't going to improve the other aspects of the company. Or in other words you can pack your stuff and leave. Fucking bastards. That just makes me angry, but then again that's the real world. We live in uncertainty now. We don't know how long my uncle will be paid for, or how soon he'll be able to get another job. Plus he hired a lawyer to help him with this case. Expensive shit really. Unfortunately, that's going to have a certain impact on our family holiday of course.
Pffffff.....
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